Death_Petals's Xanga

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

Wed, 08 Mar 2006 00:28:08 GMT

So now my whole family is against me...Even my dad...

Tue, 07 Mar 2006 22:55:27 GMT

Ok...Well...My parents found out I had Saturday school a few weeks ago...Then my dad started making fun of me [thanks to my mom]...Fucking bitch...I hate my mom....Anyways...So my dad and I talked...I told him EVERYTHING that was inside of me...I told him why I never told anyone about myself and other things. It was because
no one ever believes me in anything not even a real serious thing.So that's why I never did...Then he laughed. My mom too. And my sister. I was like "LEAVE ME ALONE!!! WHY CAN'T YOU GUYS JUST DO ONE LITTLE FAVOR!?" They laughed harder. I was crying. About to give up. So then my sister was like "Are you sure she's someone from this family?" I almost killed her, I kept beating her up. My mom stopped me when she grabbed the belt. So my mom hit me, I cried more, I kept begging to be alone...Eventually they stopped, so here I am...Crying...My eyes are sore...I feel like grabbing a knife and cutting myself...But I don't wanna. Yeah..Hah...And you know what else? When my mom grabbed the belt...My sister told me she never loved me. Figures. Mom always told me to change myself...Because..I never smile..I lie a lot, I'm stupid, weak, pathetic...etc. I told my parents, that I was going through a stage. Where you want to be alone sometimes and yeah. They laughed. They said it wasnt a stage they said it was more of an excuse. Yeah..thats how fucked up this family is. Well...More about my parents...They think they're protecting me but they're not. I cant go outside...Because...They think some kidnapper or raper will come or something..That is what I want..I want to go outside for once and be free...My parents don't trust anyone but the family...So...Yeah....I just want to be free...And my dad said...If I don't get my grades up...He will take away my freedom.

I Go Crazy

Sun, 05 Mar 2006 15:51:09 GMT

Yet another song that matches me..

Hello boy it's been a while
Guess you'll be glad to know
That I've learned how to laugh and smile
Getting over you was slow
They say old lovers can be good friends
But I never thought I'd really see you
I'd really see you again

I go crazy
When I look in your eyes I still go crazy
No my heart just can't hide that old feelin' inside
Way deep down inside
Oh, baby, you know when I look in your eyes I go crazy

You say she satisfies your mind
Tells you all of her dreams
I know how much that means to you
I realize that I was blind
Just when I thought I was over you
I see your face and it just ain't true

I go crazy
When I look in your eyes I still go crazy
That old flame comes alive, it starts burning inside
Way deep down inside
Oh, baby, you know when I look in your eyes I go crazy
I go crazy
You know when I look in your eyes I go crazy
I go crazy
You know when I look in your eyes I go crazy
No my heart just can't hide that old feelin' inside
Way deep down inside
I go crazy

Saturday, March 04, 2006

Sat, 04 Mar 2006 13:24:49 GMT

::Frowns:: Adrian deleted his MySpace... ::Sad sigh::

I won't be on much today...Going somewhere...God I miss HIM so much...Why did things have to be like this...? I think I just need some time alone for a while...To clear things up...You know?

See Tony? Not all my posts are random...

Friday, March 03, 2006

Fri, 03 Mar 2006 19:12:15 GMT

Have you ever noticed that Botan and Shishi from YuYu Hakusho may be separated at birth?

Botan

Shishi

See the resemblance? XD Yeah..Borning update :P It's worth it.

Thursday, March 02, 2006

Thu, 02 Mar 2006 14:15:59 GMT

Dentist appointment today ._.;;;

Hawaiian day at my school today...

Gotta give my speech today....

Gotta present my project today....

.....So much to do today @_@;;...So little time....

[[Really? o.o XD me and my english. Oh, do ya have a real xanga by any chance?]]

Arena: -holds onto Yuuri tight or else she'll fall off-

Yuuri will never find me here! -is in the kitchen hiding in the fridge-

[[Rofl!!! xDDD]]

Posted 2/28/2006 at 9:16 PM by KKM_Greta

[[Yep, I do...but...I'll never tell! XD]]

-holding Arena, and walking around- Hm...-looks under a rock- Konrad...? -looks inside the fountain- Greta...? -walks closer to the kitchen-

Posted 2/28/2006 at 8:19 PM by XxYuri_ShibuyaxX

[[...Why would Konrad be under a rock? xD And noooooo! ;_; xD]]

Uh oh..o.o;;

Arena: Heika, Arena hears something in da fridgey-thingy-ma-jiggy. -points-

Posted 2/28/2006 at 11:26 PM by KKM_Greta

[[XD I dunno...its possible...isn't it?]]

-blinks- Eh? really? -looks at the fridge- ... -walks over to it- ... -opens it- Boo.

Posted 3/1/2006 at 3:01 PM by XxYuri_ShibuyaxX

[[....I KNOW!!! Maybe Anissina [I can never get her long ass name right x.x] invented a shrink ray and used Konrad as her guinea pig and shrunk him! xDDDDD ROFL!!!!!]]

Awwwwwww you found me ._. Now let's go find Konrad!

Posted 3/1/2006 at 8:19 PM by Melody_Nox

[[Oh shiet >_< wrong xanga!!! ish me greta x.x that was supposed to be greta's comment]]

Posted 3/1/2006 at 8:19 PM by Melody_Nox

[[You didn't see that >_>]]

Posted 3/1/2006 at 8:20 PM by KKM_Greta

[[XD Shrink ray? Lmao! Yeah...just imagine a mini Konrad running around everywhere, swinging his sword...XD -dies laughing- ]]

Alright! Lets go find him!

[[XD Lol, I knew it was you]]

Posted 3/1/2006 at 6:02 PM by XxYuri_ShibuyaxX

[[ROFL!!!! XDDDD Stop it...You're killing me xDDDD All hail his Majesty King Yuuri! -bows- XD]]

Arena: Papa? o.o

Konrad!!! >.< Where are yoooooooooou?

--Konrad ish relaxing in the bath house thingy--

[[XD]]

Posted 3/1/2006 at 9:53 PM by KKM_Greta

[[Yes! All hail me! Ah...how good it feels to have followers...XDDD I know, I'm a HORRIBLE person. XD]]

For some reason...I'm thinking he's NOT playing hide-and-seek anymore...-looks around-

Posted 3/2/2006 at 3:22 AM by XxYuri_ShibuyaxX

Rofl. I just thought that was as funny as fuck. XD

KEY:
XxYuri_ShibuyaxX = Yuuri
KKM_Greta = Me
Melody_Nox = Me, by accident >_>;;

http://www.livejournal.com/community/kyou_kara_maou/505863.html#cutid1

Read that link....It's as funny as hell. XDDD

http://universalbuddy.tripod.com/story.htm

This story makes me cry ;_; It's so sad yet romantic!

Ok I'm done o.o;;

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

Wed, 01 Mar 2006 13:42:18 GMT

Out of boredom...I'll post some randomness...

ROFL!!!!! XDDDD

I love this eppie of KKM...xD

Uhh yeah :P Done now.

Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Tue, 28 Feb 2006 12:46:49 GMT

K...I'll stay...And Sabrina...STFU.

Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Tue, 28 Feb 2006 02:01:07 GMT

Goodbye....

Monday, February 27, 2006

Mon, 27 Feb 2006 14:27:30 GMT

Damn it's already Monday...