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Name: Rein
Country: United States
State: Oregon
Metro: Portland
Birthday: 12/29/1992
Gender: Female

Interests: Vincent [a very important person to me], Kyou Kara Maou, anime, yaoi, yuri, Konrad, Murata, Josak/Yozakm, Wolfram [I love it when he's jealous, he's so cute!], Demon Yuuri [His voice and his hair *_*], bishonens, bishoujos, music, Konrad's japanese singing voice [Makes my heart warm and fuzzy. Hehe.], being with my friends, being online, video games, romance, horror, comedy and drama [Just not the reality ones...I hate when people are being emo.] And my...Kio-nii...<3
Expertise: No one is perfect you know...
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other

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Spicy Tatsuha x3
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AIM:

Konrad X Melody

Member Since: 4/30/2005

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Tuesday, March 07, 2006

	Moved...
	5:28 PM - 50 views - 4 eprops - 2 comments - email it

So now my whole family is against me...Even my dad...

Ok...Well...My parents found out I had Saturday school a few weeks ago...Then my dad started making fun of me [thanks to my mom]...Fucking bitch...I hate my mom....Anyways...So my dad and I talked...I told him EVERYTHING that was inside of me...I told him why I never told anyone about myself and other things. It was because
no one ever believes me in anything not even a real serious thing.So that's why I never did...Then he laughed. My mom too. And my sister. I was like "LEAVE ME ALONE!!! WHY CAN'T YOU GUYS JUST DO ONE LITTLE FAVOR!?" They laughed harder. I was crying. About to give up. So then my sister was like "Are you sure she's someone from this family?" I almost killed her, I kept beating her up. My mom stopped me when she grabbed the belt. So my mom hit me, I cried more, I kept begging to be alone...Eventually they stopped, so here I am...Crying...My eyes are sore...I feel like grabbing a knife and cutting myself...But I don't wanna. Yeah..Hah...And you know what else? When my mom grabbed the belt...My sister told me she never loved me. Figures. Mom always told me to change myself...Because..I never smile..I lie a lot, I'm stupid, weak, pathetic...etc. I told my parents, that I was going through a stage. Where you want to be alone sometimes and yeah. They laughed. They said it wasnt a stage they said it was more of an excuse. Yeah..thats how fucked up this family is. Well...More about my parents...They think they're protecting me but they're not. I cant go outside...Because...They think some kidnapper or raper will come or something..That is what I want..I want to go outside for once and be free...My parents don't trust anyone but the family...So...Yeah....I just want to be free...And my dad said...If I don't get my grades up...He will take away my freedom.

3:55 PM - 64 views - 12 eprops - 9 comments - email it

Sunday, March 05, 2006

I Go Crazy

Yet another song that matches me..

Hello boy it's been a while
Guess you'll be glad to know
That I've learned how to laugh and smile
Getting over you was slow
They say old lovers can be good friends
But I never thought I'd really see you
I'd really see you again

I go crazy
When I look in your eyes I still go crazy
No my heart just can't hide that old feelin' inside
Way deep down inside
Oh, baby, you know when I look in your eyes I go crazy

You say she satisfies your mind
Tells you all of her dreams
I know how much that means to you
I realize that I was blind
Just when I thought I was over you
I see your face and it just ain't true

I go crazy
When I look in your eyes I still go crazy
That old flame comes alive, it starts burning inside
Way deep down inside
Oh, baby, you know when I look in your eyes I go crazy
I go crazy
You know when I look in your eyes I go crazy
I go crazy
You know when I look in your eyes I go crazy
No my heart just can't hide that old feelin' inside
Way deep down inside
I go crazy

8:51 AM - 51 views - 2 eprops - 1 comment - email it

Saturday, March 04, 2006

::Frowns:: Adrian deleted his MySpace... ::Sad sigh::

I won't be on much today...Going somewhere...God I miss HIM so much...Why did things have to be like this...? I think I just need some time alone for a while...To clear things up...You know?

See Tony? Not all my posts are random...

6:24 AM - 35 views - 4 eprops - 2 comments - email it

Friday, March 03, 2006

Have you ever noticed that Botan and Shishi from YuYu Hakusho may be separated at birth?

Botan

Shishi

See the resemblance? XD Yeah..Borning update :P It's worth it.

12:12 PM - 152 views - 4 eprops - 2 comments - email it

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